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Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Adhoori Darkhwast...



दिल के दस्तावेज़ों में ढूंढो
मिलेगी  हमारी एक अदद दरख्वास्त 
आँखों से लिखी.. 
आँखों के लेटर बॉक्स में गिरी.. 
मुस्कराहट की मोहर लगी रसीद.. 
हमे मिली थी तभी... 

वह मुस्कान, वह रसीद.. 
वक़्त की परतो नीचे दबी हुई .. 
आज अचानक... फिसल कर बहार आ गिरी.. 
शायद.. मेरी वह अर्ज़ी.. 
ढूँढो तो मिल जाए कही...

न मिले तो न सही।
कुछ हसरतें अधूरी ही रहे..
कुछ आरज़ुएँ आरज़ू ही रहे..
 अधूरी ख्वाइशे सिर्फ मेरी है..
जो बंट गयी.. तो यादो से कट गयी..

ये होता तो वह होता।।
कुछ होता तोह कुछ और होता..
सम्भावनाओ की कशिश बनी रहे..
कुछ हसरतें अधूरी ही रहे..
कुछ आरज़ुएँ आरज़ू ही रहे..



Friday, September 9, 2011

Yaad..


Dhuwon mei, dhuwon si.. dhundhli...
gubbaro si phooli.. barso se bhooli...
suraj ki pehli kiran si ujali..
waqt ki karwato se badli..
thodi sookhi.. thodi.. gili.
pehli unsuljhi si woh paheli...
woh yaad sajili..

dhool mei san kar khili hui..
ghootno chal kar khadi hui...
ladkhada kar gir kar.. sambhli hui..
daud kar bhaag kar thami hui..
mudd kar dekha toh..
wahi.. buss wahi ruki.. hui..
woh yaad, woh baat thand mei jami hui...

pahiya aagey ghoom raha..
woh peechhe chhoot rahi..
dhoop ke padne se..
os ki boonde sookh rahi..
mai aagey sarkta ja raha..
woh haath hilaati khadi rahi...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Muskaati aankhen...

बड़ी बड़ी वो आँखें उनकी..
मुस्काती मटकाती ...
काली काली वोह आँखें उनकी...
झुक झुक के शर्माती...


कभी झपक के ..
कभी मचक के..
सब कुछ वो कह जाती...
प्यार भी उनका...
उनका गुस्सा... सब मुझको दिखालती...


घूर घूर के कभी डराती..
कभी.. सिमट के बस हंस जाती...
बड़ी बड़ी वो आँखें उनकी...
मुस्काती मटकाती...


आँखों से बातें..
और आँखों में रातें...
सब मुझको दिखलाती...
गहरी गहरी सागर सी...
नित नए फूल खिलाती ..


कभी  आइना  बन जाती ..
तो कभी तस्वीर दिखलाती ...
बड़ी बड़ी वोह आखें उनकी...
मुस्काती मटकाती ...


पायल की छन छन ...
घुंघरू की घन घन...
न जाने कैसे कैसे साज़ बजाती...
कभी  नाचती  ... इठलाती .. और  
कभी धीमे से लजा जाती ...


बड़ी बड़ी वो आँखें उनकी...
मुस्काती मटकाती...


- उदित.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

bus yun hi..

कभी कभी तन्हाइया  भी बहुत कुछ कह जाती है... 
कभी शोर भी चुप रह जाता है... 
हम चाह कर भी कुछ कह नहीं पाते... 
और वक़्त बस यूँ ही सरकता जाता है...


कभी कुछ dhundte रहते है हम कही..
कभी कुछ और ही मिल जाता है..
अभी न समझे हम कीमत जिसकी..
यह सरकता वक़्त समझा जाता है..


बस कभी देर सी हो जाती है ..
कभी हम जल्दी ही चाहते हैं...
जीवन की आपा धापी में...
हम कुछ खुशिया खोते जाते हैं...


यह वक़्त सरकता जाता है...
और हम कही पीछे रह जाते है...
आगे बढ़ना चाहे भी तो ...
कभी धक्का सा लग्ग जाता है...


कभी मन का बच्चा जागता है..
कभी बूढ़ा सा हो जाता है...
उछल कूद करता है कभी...
कभी लाठी ले के चलता है...



चाहो तो खुश हो लो...
चाहे रोलो धोलो...

पर यह वक़्त यूँही बस यूँही सरकता जाता है...


उदित.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Thodi Sargam - Thoda Gana...

बुनता सा एक ताना बाना,
थोडी है सरगम थोडा है गाना.
किसी अपने का परिवार में आना ,
और किसी का घर से जाना..
ऐसे - जैसे गुनगना..
जैसे पीली सरसों लह लहाना..
जैसे वीणा का कानो में बजना..
जैसे कुछ सपनो को जीना..
 
कभी थोडा बुदबुदाना..
कभी खुल के खिल खिलाना..
राम का नाम जपते जाना..
कुछ सवालो को बुनते जाना..
कुछ उत्तर मिलते जाना..
एक नया आबू दाना बनते जाना..
उधेड़ बुन का यह बाना ताना..
थोडी है सरगम थोडा है गाना.

-Ud..it

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Yet Again...

Some where in Bangalore:
Hey Dude look whats happening in Mumbai...
What really can happen... Raj Thackrey must have done something again... now I do not even want to listen of this stupid crap...
No Yaar... No Raj Thackrey...
Than what?? Do not tell me any stupid Filmy or "sensational" story, aired on Aaj tak or for that matter any news channel... they all are rubbish.. you know..
Uff!! Arrey... there is an attack at seven places in mumbai... including The Taj and The Oberoi...
So what... whats new???

Some where in Hyderabad:
What happened yesterday in Mumbai.. is still on..
Haan Yaar.. Its pretty amazing.. but who really cares...
No... No.. actually you are right... we have got used to this...
Exactly... It does not really matter now... it happened 1 month back... a month before that and.. every year 4 times.. since last 15 years...
I am 25... and we have seen/heard/listen terrorists attack since our childhood... I have got immune to this stuff... pretty ordinary... (smiling..)
Chal.. lets work.. I have to finish this stuff this week.. otherwise Alan will kill me...

Some where in Delhi:
Son.. avoid going to any public places this weekend... Its been 2 days and Gun battle is still on in mumbai... Delhi is not safe either...
Smiles... Smiles.... :)
What Abhay... why are you smiling... Listen to what I say... No Movies.. no malls.. no restaurants this weekends....
Arrey Mom... It is always safe to roam around when something like this has happened somewhere....
I did not get you...
Mom... its simple logic... Police is on high alert and all the security measures are taken only after such an attack... and after 1 week... you, me, police and everone forgets something as bad as this had happened.... Just wait till Saturday... it will be chill....

Some where in Baneras:
We should elect BJP in the coming Lok Sabha elections... all other parties have only made muslims an apple of there eyes... and look what they have done...
Arrey... why are you blaming muslims...
Why not?? These muslims have made our lives hell... they want to make there religion the numero uno.. and they are so radical in there intent...
C'mon man... do not start this crap once again... you cant blame all muslims..
why not after all.. they all are same...
Then that means.. we are also terrorists... aren't we...
Why.. why we...
Do not forget.. the latest Malegaon incidence...
Yes.. thats one of... and its still under trial... no complete evidence...
Okay.. and what about Gujrat?? What about Babri Masjid... we are not Saint either..
We did in retaliation... while they have there own ugly agends...
Thats what most stupid indians think...
Stupid????
Yes Stupid... you do not think that.. no common man.. be it Hindu or Muslim will go and fight... without provocation... there is no agenda of a common hindu or muslim behind attacks.. if there is an agenda of anyone... than it is of politicians... leaders and separatists....
Hah!!!... lets leave this discussion.

Some where in Mumbai:
Oh my god!!! what mayhem...
Ah!! Kill them... Kill them...
Yes Kill these Fidayeens....
I did not mean Kill fiadayeens... I meant kill the policticians...!!! Kill the leaders.. each and everyone of them....
Hey c'mon.. atleast make some sense... and calm down..
I am making sense my friend... you think.. terrorists are our problem.. no!!!.. they are not... our problem is our government.. be the state or center.. be the present or past... our problem is our opposition.... our problem.. lies in the very root of our democracy.. our problem is in our constitution...
Oh.. dude... think before you say...
We should be proud of our democracy... our constitution... and most of all being an Indian...
Yeah!! I am proud of this system which rotten till its roots... these political leaders who are nothing but hyppocratical machines of non sense... I am proud of this society which is suffering from indifference...
Ok Ok .... lets listen to what Rajdeep has to say... you please be quiet...

I am sure.. the reader of this blog if an Indian must have related to all of the above excerpts from not so "imanginative" conversations.
This is what we all are talking about in the previous 3-4 days.. since the mumbai was attacked...
Make no mistake... I am not trying to be conclusive here... but here I have just tried to put some of the Indian emotions here: Amazement, Indifference, Fear, Anger and Frustation.
Yes.. we have seen all these emotions and some more extreme reactions in last few days... What we have not really seen is the real self introspect....
We have seen is expectations but not real self inspection...
Please Please Please do that... do not put all the blames on politicians... we have to blame ourselves also (in fact mostly ourselves)... I know it is not pleasing... but.. introspect... and think why... why and How??

Friday, December 7, 2007

Eyes....

Eyes....
So beautiful... So truthful...
Giving the impression...
of her as a person...
Black So deep...
Innocent.... woken from a deep sleep...

Eyes...
So expressive...
speaks... even when she doesnt..
smiles... even before she does....
Deep... like a sea...
Countless emotions that you can see...

Eyes...
Sparkling like a star...
may be thinking of her moon...
Sharp....
piercing the soul....
but the touch.... so gentle...
asking the dead to rekindle....

Eyes.....
So cool....
spreading gratification...
when the days are hot...
So warm...
Just one look is enough
when the air is chilled and rough....

Eyes...
what a wonderful sight...
so colorful... so alive..
so white so bright...
taking away all the dark...
spreading soothing light...

Hah!!... eyes... her eyes....

Do not think too much.... just an imagination.. :)
Looking for such beautiful eyes...
I honestly feel... eyes are the reflection of ones self...
but remember... beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder... :)

Ud..

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Yatra....

Yun chala jaata hun kahin..
jaane kahan... buss kahin...
kuchh karne, kuchh khojne...
iss sawaal ko poochhne... boojhne..

kabhi yaha... fir waha...
dhoondne koyi naya jahan..
ek nayi bhu, ek naya aasmaan..
na jaane jo milega kaha...
na jaane main chale jata hu kaha...

main kuchh dhund raha hu shayad..
par kya?
main kuchh karna chahta hu shayad..
par kya?
kuchh mila bhi hai abb takk mujhe..
par kya?
wohi tatol raha hu shayad....

kuchh toh log hai mere apne...
kuchh apne bann jayenge.. shayad..
dhund raha hu... kuchh logo ko..
jo saath saath chal payenge shayad...

kal ek parinda dekha..
woh ud jata tha tehni se...
fir duur aakash mein kho jata tha..
aur fir wapas wohi us hi tehni pe..
wapas aa jata tha....
na jane woh bhi kya dhund raha tha..
na jane woh kyu mera pratibimb bann raha tha...

Yun hi kahin chale jaa raha hu kahin..
par wapas pahunch jaunga wahin...
jaha se chala aur jisko mai kehta hu "Yahin"...
udta hu abhi ke liye...
dhundta hu ek naya aakash...
chhuu lu uss baadal ko ...
jisse na kabhi kahu main "KASH"....

ud...it

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